Monday, June 22, 2009 (:
remenisce
i was on top of the world at one moment
the next i was rock bottom.
i never expected this to happen, but somehow it did
sitting alone in my room thinking abt the what ifs
and the could haves.
it wasnt worth it, i see it all now.
prayers was all i could give
i hoped for a silver lining
i hoped for the pain to go
then i saw a shimmer of light
a light that came from a
star(*winks)the tears stopped flowing and nightmares disappeared
colours filled every corner
i knew i could find that comfort from you
although you might not be perfect, that's not what i see
the impurities dont chase me away
it draws closer to you.
i never wanna look back
im happy with what i am now
they were right i'd be better this way
i've forgiven and
forgotten.
COMFORT.
HAAAPPPPYY FAAATTHHEERR'S DAAAY DAD! :D
well well, this man right here is my all extremely fashionable, YOUNG(naaaks) father. haha. if you would describe how my father makes an impact in my life? probably in every component you can name. From girls to studies, LAHAT talaga. that's why i dont know what i'd do without him. really, i dont know where i'd stand without my father by my side.
the thing that i love about my father so dearly is that he leads with superb example. he knows EXACTLY what to say. he knows how to make me feel guilty, better and even angry. haha. hmm.. i'd share one experience. it was weeks after valentines day and i was feeling shit due to circumstances i dont wna mention and for the first time in a long time, i seeked my father's comfort. i just wanted to hear him scold me and tell me to stop crying. i wanted him to tell me that everything was gna be okay.
my father is everything you say he would be, he can be really caring and loving, he can be really drunk(and funny), he is also very easy to get along with. he's also a spiritual figure to me.
so daddy, this post is dedicated truly for you. i love you very much and i want you to know that although sometimes i neglect you and this family, i never forget. you'll always be my inspiration and my strength. i want you to know that because of you and mom, i am what i am right now. even this post alone cant express the gratitude i wanna give to you both.
happy fathers day again dad! (:
well well, this man right here is my all extremely fashionable, YOUNG(naaaks) father. haha. if you would describe how my father makes an impact in my life? probably in every component you can name. From girls to studies, LAHAT talaga. that's why i dont know what i'd do without him. really, i dont know where i'd stand without my father by my side.