Saturday, October 11, 2008 (:
paano na kaya.
goodness me, this week's been a really hectic week. it was the end-of-years. well, last paper is on monday. so yeah. and SLACK TIME BABEH! haha. well really, trust me when i say it has been hectic for me. not just for the my studies(screwed (A) maths nicely) but from my life itself too. first, i went to timothy's place. i swear i NEVER should have done that. then, the next day. someone started to pretend that person knew everything. and decided to go and comprehend me. i said something that i was just trying to be playful about and people started to think that i was being serious. pathetic. really really pathetic. then one of the closest person in my life too started to all sad and stuff. i dont even know why she became affected. all i wanted was some time alone. that was all.
for now, nobody seems like they understand me. cos some are busy building on their ego while others are busy spreading shit.
its so hard to trust people nowadays. sometimes you think you can trust them just because you entered their house. but no way. and plus, everyone keeps making it look like its a big deal. everything's so complicated now really. sigh, not being emo. just being really really frustrated by all this. at least i got a handful who still understands me.