=( =( =(

call me emo, whatever. i just dont know what to feel anymore..
oh god, help me..

life can be really unfair sometimes.. sometimes, you fell like the world is just against you. but heck, i dont really care about it. i wont lie. i am PISSED and HURT. about little little things? i dont know. but to me, it seemed so heavy to take in. im just so disappointed of how things are going now. and yes, i HATE it. there is nothing i can do now really, except take it in and accept it. ill be okay, with GOD's help, nothing is impossible.. (: so im just gonna smile now and just go on in life.

i dont know what's going on. i dont know whether she is ignoring what the hell is happening or she is just fucking blind. i talked to that girl just a night before and i thought i could TRUST that girl. well, i dont know how to say just how much i regretted telling her anything. wow, she still wonders why people dont trust her? that's extremely puzzling. i might have talked to her. until i found out something. its unbelievable you know? seriously. how a bestfriend can fuck you up and just hurt you just like that? sigh.. whatever

ill just wait for the other bullshit that's gonna come my way.. my heart's ready to take the pain.


please.. no more sacrifices. ):

PHOTOS TIME! (:






haha, retarded, i know. its just some photos my aunt edited. haha. i found it cute.. so yeah just decided to post and share. (: till next time i guess.. kinda lazy to actually blog. haha.

he's JohnMariMagpantayPecson.
Filipino [proud to be!]
haves a passion for dancing and singing.
loves GOD, family, friends.
plays basketball, soccer and anyother sports you can think about.

i. am. me. (: