Friday, February 22, 2008 (:
bearing the pain. (almost there)
hey hey. (:
sorry, cos i've decided to blog only once a week or twice a month.. so yeah. well nothing happened that much actually. just all the adapting to do. haha.. life's been better.. improved a little bit. even though the pain's still lingering around, its okay. i know that ill be fine. kaya ko to! haha and ill be strong. hehe..
here's some photos as i promised! hahaha. sorry for the emotional approach to the photos haha. but yeah.. just find it nice and random. hahaha. ((:
messy? yes! but like i said! its my first time. so yeah.. bear with me.
ps: REG!!! I NEED YOUR HELP! LOL.
Sunday, February 17, 2008 (:
singing my heart out.
hey hey, looks like im getting a hang of this blog thingy already! haha. lol
firstly, my thanks to RMSG for arranging my blog skin and stuff. i know the hearts are kinda gay or something. but at least is green? haha. well actually, i liked my previous skin but it was messy as SOMEBODY (lol) didnt know how to arrange things nicely.
well, i guess i've been fine lately, been trying to divert my attention to other things i guess. things changed ever since valentines day.. ive been lonely and quiet. but no worries, i know ill be fine. i have learned alot these few days. ive learned to accept things i find so hard to, ive learned to GO when im asked to.. to accept that no matter what is happening right now, i know there is some reason behind it. i know im being SO emotional right now. but its just the pain that overcomes me when i think about things. things that hurt me so much.. ):
ill smile again. someday, somehow.
p/s: i still know 40 ways to tell you "i love you"
haha, random shit. but its nothing much.. trust me. its really NOTHING.
pps: photos will come next post,
I THINK.
johnmari.
hellooo, goodbye
haha, regina here. nothing bettter to do so yeah haha.
bye! - RMSG
Saturday, February 16, 2008 (:
my gosh my gosh..
hey hey! i finally made a second post. haha. well, i've nothing much to say. except, valentines day had been shit to me this year. sighh, first, i found out something i NEVER expected.. then just today, i received something online saying that i am OFFICIALLY single. ( those out there would know just what this means )
well, i guess love have been harsh on me lately. i think its just karma or something. ill understand what god is putting me through now. its very painful, very sad and very unexpected. i feel like shit and i feel like breaking down everyday. but that cant do. i still have a future to think about and im positive about that.
sorry my blog is messed up guys, but like i said, this is my first time making a blog. photos gonna come on my next post.
p/s: my thanks to kat O, regina, katherine, hilary, john thomas and JESUS CHRIST. for being there for me at this low point of my life.
happy belated valentines to all. ((:
johnmarimagpantaypecson.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008 (:
Done!
It's done!
But I just can't seem to remove the horizontal scrollbar on the left panel.
And I can't get the date to appear, it appeared the first few times, then it stopped appearing.
Oh well, at least the picture you wanted gone, is gone.
Enjoy (:
HDTLY.
im trying again. lol
hello hello world! haha
this is like my first post! haha and i have no idea when im gonna blog again. my previous blog had only one post and it died. haha. lets just pray hard that my blog will come ALIVE! haha..
anyways, here i am.. 1 week has passed and im getting used to the way things go already.. haha. express life is so much harder.
guess thats all?.. lol.
bye, JMMP